Dear You,
I have I decided to keep this blog a secret for at least a month. Well, it really isn’t a secret, I have put the link in my Instagram bio. If someone finds this, it is quite alright. But nonetheless, I am not telling anyone about this until I am ready. I am building a solid ground in private and establishing the vibe I am aiming for with this project. I simply have to keep in mind that I am not in a hurry. Nobody is making me do this.
I believe that these first posts will be more on the side of ramblings and random stream of thought. With that I can explore the sort of style I enjoy writing in and practice my textual skills in English. I do plan on writing analyses, critiques and sharing different kinds of listsin the future. I love lists!
As I mentioned, I have kept this blog a ‘secret’ from everyone. Of course, due to the reasons mentioned earlier but perhaps also because sharing my feelings so openly is still a bit too jarring of a thought. First, I need to write these thoughts down, then I need them to stay on those pages, cooking and stirring till someone can actually lay their eyes on them. I know I haven’t gone deep into the twists and turns of my mind but even those thoughts about visiting my old school felt too vulnerable to share straight away with everyone. So, like I said, I am not in a hurry. I can take things slowly, step by step. After all, this is all a learning process. This is just a journey which doesn’t have a set path.
All I wish to achieve with this blog is the feeling that I am not afraid of my own inner workings. I can share my thoughts without shame, and I can allow myself to have a voyage with no actual final goal. I don’t have to prove anything to anyone, and no one will be supervising my behaviour, grading these texts or giving me feedback. The only authority in this space is me. I don’t have to cater to anyone’s expectations or write about the things that are currently trending. Just wait until I write about something that is nobody cares about!
This was just a short Sunday thought that I wanted to write down. Right now, I am sitting at my desk, listening to Umberto Tozzi, drinking a soda and eating chips with olives. Tomorrow school starts again. It is snowing and it’s grey. Maybe when the Sun has set, I’ll go on a walk. It’ll be more atmospheric then. It’ll be nice. Next, I’ll scroll through summer job options and worry about that whole ordeal…
<3 Noora
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